Are you tested? HIV? Are you frightened?

i have been testing for it and so far all tests have been negative. ofcourse, am frightened if it could turn positive as there aint no cure for that. its the most deadliest disease in this world as of now. the pain and the suffering and the trauma we cause to the people living with us like family are also going to be affected.. and also it has got some social stigma ociated with it..